I was angry but not at God. I feel that you are closer to God when you are messed up. Definitely. That's when you most need God, and God cannot control what man does.
Everyone wants to look their best, everyone has dreams of wanting to look like something else. But we are who we are.
I'd think long and carefully about it.
I think there's a very fine line between the type of performing that some actors do, and being in a state in your mind where you actually believe what's going on. If we weren't actors, what would we do with that ability? Would we not be slightly insane? Mentally ill? I don't know.
I respond very well to well-written material and women who have had an effect on society, something tragic or monumental has happened to them.