So in fact the only thing you can judge in this sport its the longterm. You can judge a career or a season, but not one race.
You were not in control You had no visibility: maybe there was a car in front of you, maybe not.
The people who criticise you will not be the ones taking care of your legs when you are in your wheelchair. People who never drove a car in these conditions, they just don't know.
I remember in the first part of the race I was sixth and I could have gone quicker, but I had to go slow. It was one of the most difficult things I have ever done.
Some Italians are geniuses, but you have to find a balance.